Getting started..

It had been a long wk.. last wk was a super packed week..
i've a test, a MIDI proj, 2 scripts on top of my exam revision..

BUT...

i've v happy to say.. i've won!

i finished all e tasks within e deadline!! n it's nt bad of quality.. haha..
so sometimes realli gonna believe our capacity for doing things..
juz dun worri too much.. n chiong arh!!!

BUT a v unfortunate thing happen yesterday..
which is.. i lost my phone!!! which means.. i lost all my contacts!!!
luckily got friendster.. but it'll take some time for me to get back my contacts..

1 wk b4 exams... gonna chiong arh~~~~ !!!!!!!!!

Jiayou to myself!!!

Cheers

Fallen sick...

Down wif sore throat n fever.. engine overworked i guess.. even machine needs rest.. so does human..

Darling is so sweet.. came to visit me straight aft booking out for tmr's chinese exam..
reminded me of e times dear spent wif me at e hospital e other time wen i got food poisoning..
always there for me when i need him.. so sweet.. =)

I still haven't finish my preparation for e project meeting tmr.. felt like skipping lesson..
hai.. tis sem like keep on skipping lect..

But seriously, if we go lect.. it's impt to keep attentive.. to make full use of e time there..
i realised most of my mod can be studied frm e text.. laziness creeping in.. =p
of course, i'm nt going to let it hit me!!!

I guess tis is e right time to fall sick.. haha.. fall sick aso need good time.. cos i still have 2 or 3 more weeks to recover at least..
before exam starts.. at least i didn't fall ill during my exams..

Aft watching 'death note'.. i simply got so attracted to e story line..
i'm a person who don't really have interest in reading comics..
now i'm glued to them.. but of course, i make sure it hinder my studies..

haha.. so me rite? nv allowing myself to turn away frm wat i need to do..

Seriously, we r sometimes so pre-occupied wif our lives tt we then to overlook wat things n take them for granted..

Being able to study in such a peaceful env is a good fortune.. it's a privilege..
cos wif education.. life improves..
of course, it doesn't guarantee happiness nor wealth.. but it opens e way to better lives for ourselves n future generations..

Think of everything tt u've.. handphone, radio, fridge.. e list goes on.. they r available to us aft many many generations of invention, improvements etc.. yes.. we bought them wif money.. but my point is.. without all e things.. u'll nt be where u r.. enjoying a comfort life..

Even people ard u.. they r ur benefactors.. ur parents for bringing u up..
Ur sibling who shared memories wif u..
ur friends who helped and treasured u..
even ur 'enemies' who provoked u.. but makes u a better person in one way or another..

It might be unimaginable to 'thank' ur enemies.. but if we change our attitudes, making their sarcarsm n criticism as our source of growth.. we'll become a greatly admirable person.. cos we bring e best out of every situation..
tt's wat my buddhist prac as taught me to become.. nt tt i've a perfect character.. but i resolve to me someone who change in a positive direction at every situation, be it bad or good..

also in social psychology.. i've learnt wen ppl have bad impression abt someone.. it's even more likely tt e person will interact less wif him or her.. hence, e impression doesn't change.. so u'll continue to think e person as "mean, selfish.. etc."
trust me.. once u know someone better, u'll find tt they r nt as bad aft all.. no one is perfect anyway..

e coming exam will really be a challenge for me..
to be able to study smart.. n perform my best for it..
i hope it'll be a break-thru for me tis sem..

Fighting e virus.. n my weaknesses..

Ganbatei to myself!!!